The 4th Month of the Year.

In chinese, the names of each month are based on its number. This really lets me relate each month to the year and time passing by.

April is going to be a strange time for me. Spring has begun to blossom and I must follow. I must prepare for the summer and for the fall. This month is going to be occupied for studying for the SAT and searching for jobs. Always the constant struggle to find myself again continues but hopefully it will align itself with my other goals.

I started a project to upload one Photo a day to my flickr that is taken that day; submitting a photo of the day.
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I hope to invest more time and money into to my photography. I know I grew a lot simply from even a month ago. I need to continue my efforts, my practice and move forward following my dream. Hah, I remember someone told me I should give up on photography, I wonder what she says now. I have an idea what she could say, but I'm not done learning and she will see. I am doing this because I want to, because I find love in it. I feel alone and my photos are the only thing I am able to connect to lately.

I miss you Hong Kong. I miss you certainty. I pray every night for strength and slowly I gain some.
Happy Easter everyone, work hard even when you're tired. Eventually you get used to it.